diff --git a/vacation.p8 b/vacation.p8
index 061e5d1..26c4421 100644
--- a/vacation.p8
+++ b/vacation.p8
@@ -280,7 +280,9 @@ function _update60()
  if exit_dither and exit_dither:update() then
   exit_dither = nil
   awakener_hold_frames=0
-  mainview = fast_awakener.new()
+  awakener_armed=false
+  mainview = fast_awakener()
+  mainview:activate()
  end
  mainview:update()
 end
@@ -293,7 +295,6 @@ function _draw()
   rectfill(gpx+1,0,128,9,5)
   font_default()
   print("keep holding for awakener", 1, 1, 7)
-  font_special()
  end
  if exit_dither then
   exit_dither:draw()
@@ -1040,6 +1041,63 @@ BUT !ALL THE HYPNOTIC
  }
 end
 
+function fast_awakener()
+ seq=sequencer.new{
+  {f=awakener_lock},
+ }
+ return zonk_mode.new{
+  br_speed=240,
+  br_cols=bg_breather,
+  bg_dy=-0.12,
+  p={
+   [0]=0,128,133,5,4,5,6,7,133,134,6,140,132,12,7,7
+  },
+  file=[[center:3:13
+tHIS HYPNOTIC
+EXPERIENCE IS
+ ENDING !NOW.
+-----
+center:6:20
+>aS YOU #WAKE #UP, ALL
+HYPNOTIC SUGGESTIONS
+FROM THIS GAME FADE.
+  yOUR MIND IS !NOW
+  !RETURNING !TO ITS
+ !ORDINARY PATTERNS.
+-----
+center:4:19 bon
+ tHE !STORY TOLD BY
+ >THIS SOFTWARE !IS
+ ENDED, WORDS ON A
+SCREEN IN THE !PAST.
+-----
+center:5:17
+>sUGGESTIONS FROM
+>THIS FICTION ARE
+LEFT BEHIND. tHEY
+DO NOT AFFECT YOU
+ OR YOUR MEMORY.]],
+  files={count_up},
+ }
+end
+
+function awakener_lock()
+ arm_awakener()
+ return {
+  update=nop,
+  activate=nop,
+  draw=function()
+   pal()
+   font_default()
+   cls(0)
+   print("session ended",38,7,5)
+   print("to replay awakener,",26,58,6)
+   print("hold ❎",45,65,6)
+   print("kistaro.itch.io",34,116,5)
+  end,
+ }
+end
+
 -->8
 -- consent screens